Misery never ends: A Broken World

I’ve been trying hard
to let them go,
but there is an unknown space
where these dark memories grow

They burn and disintegrate,
char the blood inside of me,
I keep standing at the doorstep,
can’t move ahead to break free

I’ve been searching
for the hiding answers,
but there seems no cure
for this cancer

Trying to mend the heart
that is broken within,
a pain runs inside my veins
and it never ends

A toxic chemical
infused in my blood,
it slowly destroys “me”
that everyone loved

A storm
waits to come out of me,
but a force pulls it back
and suffocates me

I once stood
and owned the world I lived in,
I now stand on its ashes
and feel nothing

My soul rebukes
the sanity that my darkness spent,
a pain runs inside my veins
and it never ends

Image by Med Ahabchane (user:Simedblack) from Pixabay

Synopsis: A poem about misery as part of depression and how it affects a person mentally with negative, dark, and destructive thoughts.