A fountain full of memories
Rained on me tonight
Listening to that music
I felt paralyzed
The canvas of the painted past
Hurts deeper than any other wound
Life hurls the pain
Upon the fallen souls
I knock on the anonymous doors
Waiting for someone to let me in
Here I am
Fighting a war within
I sit down with my failures all alone
Decrypting what could’ve possibly gone wrong
Then a chill runs down my spine
And all the feelings are gone
The mistakes are not often seen
As learnings to move on
We crawl through the shadows
Of our own discord
Wiping away the happiness
I walk down the roads of darkness
Stuck in a whirlpool
Stare at the face of emptiness
Here I am
Fighting a war within
Trying to not hurt again
Trying to rise back again
Image by Michael Gaida (user:MichaelGaida) from Pixabay
Synopsis: A poem about inner self that is filled with misery, hurt, and pain due to a dark past.