Tired & Wasted: Your Thoughts

See the thoughts in me
See the reason why I bleed
I’m tired of the constant lies
Tell me why I hide my deepest desires

The sun goes down
And the darkness paves out
All the pictures I had in my mind
Were all the pieces I had left behind

I wanted to throw away my guilt
And you to mend my pain
There was nothing but zilch
And you had to bring back all those things

I was down and out
Rotting on the roads untraveled
Still, I rushed to your thoughts
Ones I should’ve closed down

I’m tired of this twisted fate
I’m tired of these thoughts unchained
Never on the top of my game
Can’t lose myself to be with you again

Synopsis: A sad poem about thoughts and feelings as part of the depression. It showcases the misery and dark past when a person lost a loved one.