Cuts through

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Intro

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Verse 1

I can’t feel the eternal fire
No warmth, no desire
Hurt by the pain of denial
I embrace the cold, I’m not a liar

Running through my head
My own soul haunting, like I am dead
Stuck in the war with myself
Standing my ground, but I’m not well

The bleeding thoughts, hurting, they swell
The screams suffocate me, yeah I am in hell
Walking slowly, fearing each step
Heart’s gone, a hand pierces through my chest…

Crawling under the weight of your shadow
I was once flamboyant
But now a rejected piece of sorrow
What you’re looking at?
Yeah, I am the epitome of hollow
Your words like acid, burning, I always swallow…

I run, I gasp, I break down
Looking for help, drowning in the misery of my own
The blackbirds, the darkness, they hover covering the blue
The warning signs, have I lived this life through?…

One step and two
Backward is where I walk
Oh! this shit in my head
The demons of the past, they stalk

Bleed, bleed, bleeding
Can’t you see the wounds? Can’t you see me fading?
The sins, the past life, am I paying?
Dead, dead, dead
I always stop myself saying….

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Chorus

Why can’t I get through?
Why do I do it without a clue?
Why were you gone when I needed you?
Why still it all seems untrue?

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

I still hide behind my shadow
A life I live, borrowed
I still crawl with your sorrow
In my head, I see no tomorrow

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Verse 2

A mentor, a savior
You by my side, I defeated failure
My best friend, my haven
The fun we had, couldn’t be crazier

Embraced in your arms
Protection from any harm
All the rainy days in my head
Couldn’t tear me apart

We enjoyed everything under the sun
The ramble, the nature, all that fun
Never needed validation from anyone
Never cared, come what may come

I remember the day
A promise that you made
You will stay in my hurt and pain
And that you won’t fade

But then a fear sowed in my heart
One day the mortality will show its part
Life will one day fall apart
And every one shall fuse into the dark

Came the fateful day
The time ticked away too fast
You lying cold on the floor
Gave me a pain that would forever last

I didn’t know what to do
Cry, hate, I couldn’t see through
Broke the promise, never told the truth
A part of me died with you

Pain, pain, pain is all I feel
Losing every day my sanity

Bleed, bleed, bleeding
Can’t you see the wounds? Can’t you see me fading?
The sins, the past life, am I paying?
Dead, dead, dead
I always stop myself saying….

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Chorus

Why can’t I get through?
Why do I do it without a clue?
Why were you gone when I needed you?
Why still it all seems untrue?

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

I still hide behind my shadow
A life I live, borrowed
I still crawl with your sorrow
In my head, I see no tomorrow

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Bridge

Years have gone by
Inside my soul is where you hide
It’s funny I realize
But I need you in front of my eyes

This house, these spaces I need to let go
Your memories shackle me behind the closed door
I have tried to make friends with the hope
But the hope left me saying it had no hope

Are you infused in the air?
A possibility I always breathe in despair
Living a life that no one cares
I have lost everything, it’s unfair

They say I need to move on
Need to let go and carry on
But when I speak goes their heads down
Pragmatism’s nowhere to be found

If only I could show them my strength
This flesh and bones of misery, hard to mend
I don’t know when I got lost within
Maybe it’s too late now, all that’s left is my dead will

Bleed, bleed, bleeding
Can’t you see the wounds? Can’t you see me fading?
The sins, the past life, am I paying?
Dead, dead, dead
I always stop myself saying….

#### Cuts through (Rap song on pain) – Chorus

Why can’t I get through?
Why do I do it without a clue?
Why were you gone when I needed you?
Why still it all seems untrue?

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

I still hide behind my shadow
A life I live, borrowed
I still crawl with your sorrow
In my head, I see no tomorrow

#### Cuts through (Rap song on a) – Chorus Repeat

Why can’t I get through?
Why do I do it without a clue?
Why were you gone when I needed you?
Why still it all seems untrue?

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

I still hide behind my shadow
A life I live, borrowed
I still crawl with your sorrow
In my head, I see no tomorrow

Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?
Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?
Tell me what should I do?
Tell me why it hurts, cuts through?

Image by Eliane Meyer (user:elianemey) from Pixabay 

Synopsis: A rap song on pain that talks about a person who lost his/her loved one years back, but is still not able to come to terms with it. The song depicts the sad mental state, loss of hope, misery, eternal pain, and frustration in living such a life.