Sometimes,
I lose myself along the way,
sometimes,
I try to live in the darkest days.
My mind
tells me the stories
I shouldn’t picture in my conscious state,
Something
pushes me hard,
and the insanity never fades.
I don’t want
to give up on you,
I want to fix
whatever is going between us two,
but I see a resistance
in your eyes,
tearing me apart
are the words you hide.
The fact is
I’m losing you,
I can’t hold on
as your fading love
pierces me through.
The distance between us
is already miles apart,
I can’t believe
the clock turned so fast.
I am living
a miserable life,
but
you can’t see,
the storm
is so strong now
that
our love bleeds.
Nothing
will fix
what we have thrown away,
time is a cruel thing,
and
a dark reality will make its way.
I feel
I will see you again,
I’ll break down
while you’ll turn away,
My heart
will shout for you to stay,
and
you’ll come back to me,
an illusion
that will never fade.
Image by Dimitri Wittmann (user:dimitriwittmann) from Pixabay
Synopsis: A poem for relationship in trouble. It depicts the desire of one person to keep the relationship intact while the other person has already given up.