Infused Misery

#### Infused Misery (Short rap song about misery)

For once
I wanna be alone,
I’ve taken too much
inside my core

I’m know
I’m not alright,
Thinking always
of those sad times

It builds up inside
every single memory,
I’m still holding
to my thoughts
and
the broken dreams

Why am I still stuck in between?
It cuts like a knife
and there is no relief

I’m starting
to make sense of it now,
I’ll never be free
of these erupting memories somehow

Scars inside
have cut me open
and these dreams
have left me shaken

I know
I’ll never move on,
Even
if I could,
the volcano of you inside
will burn me down

I’ve seen
too many people caving in,
but you were
the strongest amongst them

I still hold onto you
but
you push me away,
and
a part of me you took away

I wonder when I lost myself?
Yesterday it was fine,
and
now I am locked in a shell

I don’t know
how to believe every word they say
coz
my fate has faded and I’ve lost my way

I am lying here
like a decaying corpse,
people judging
with no signs of remorse

I’m tied
by your chains
and
I’ll never move on,
Even
if I could
the volcano of you inside
will burn me down

Image by Das Studios (user:dasstudios) from Pixabay

Synopsis: A sad rap song about misery and death. It is about a person who lost his/her loved one years back but still isn’t able to move on.